Social Media is something that reminds me of coffee often. When I see other people doing cool stuffs, I ask myself, what am I doing; which leads me to think of a cup of coffee to start grinding. Most of the time, the coffee is what I need for my brain to storm. Maybe making coffee is the time for my brain to solve existential crisis in my early mornings. And for the rest of the day, it is a basic commodity to remove chaos and get something productive out of me.

How to measure 1 cup of coffee? Again it might me language-specific but it is somewhere around 1000 lines of code for me. Most of the times people misunderstood what i want to articulate, but compiler is what understands me the best. Coding is something i do the most, not for money and not for anything but my desire to be understood by something. I guess it is one of the most beautiful invention out there; a human no one wants to understand often gets understood by a non-living entity. I often wonder how amazing it is to be a social being.

I read a quote that says; what a human sees, is complete chaos for spiders. Here chaos seemed animal-specific. Is Chaos having unlimited goals that do not have any deadlines?  I am not sure if Chaos feels like the files I have in my downloads. Or maybe the programs written by my senior developers; out of my intellect. When my bike does not start in the middle of a huge traffic jam, what level of chaos is it? Could I even measure the level of Chaos inside of me? Is chaos person-specific? I guess it is. The hospital is the most chaotic place for my presence, but I don’t think medical practitioners feel the same. I don’t know if chaos is a necessary ingredient to make my coffee taste better. With more chaos even double shots don’t feel bitter.  The more Chaos I smell, the more caffeine I brew.  Is chaos the measurement of my coffee consumption or is it just a question I seldom ask when my actions doesn’t match my own principles; k hos yrr?

Last updated: 07.06.25